Post by paulmurdoch1975 on Mar 24, 2012 23:36:55 GMT
I have had many people ask me recently how comes im all the things that a medium is they smell, they tastwe , there active with spirit around them .
But why dont things come whem i want them to .
Well the thing is this took me a long time to come to terms with . Even since ive been on here because i used to think the same way .
But the truth behind all this is things just dont work the way you or i want them to .
We are forever leaning and things change all the time for us .
everyones on there very own unique path we all have our own way of doing things .
And only in time does things come .
Now in my own exp i had so much happening around me in the beginning with spirit talking to me getting visions smelling things tasteing things noing places even though ive never been there before .
I believe it was a taster of things to come for me i had a year of total bombardment it was to much and where i never new anything as it was on my awakening i thought i was seriesly loseing the plot .
But only when i tried to seek advice from mediums and read up on things i startted to find out more and more .
i started to write everything down as small as it was that came i even carried my own little book around and was forever jotting things down many things came true .
Im not joking with spirit i used to see things all the time i couldent leave my house without spirit finding me it wasnt nice it was to much i found out how to close down properly and i kept closed and then i learnd how to deal with things like protecting myself .
Now i just do it automatic i no im protected and if i feel the need to oprotect more i ad more .
I llearnd how to ground myself now im grounded all the time if i ever feel unbalanced i just go for a realy long walk so my leggs feel like there falling off
I found waking through the woods the best thing or along water like a river or the canal where i used to live where things are a lot simpler .
theres many meditations and visualisations you can use also which we have here on the forum .
Now i learnd so much in reserch that i felt like i couldent take more in i totaly filled a void that was within but it was enough to make me feel that i was able to open myself back up again i was closed for over a year .
Things was not the same anymore when i opend up again for ages i was asking the same question why is it not happening to me like it was before i even asked the same question here when i joind the forum .
I was told then by storm things never come the way you want them to but within i just couldent understand why things had stopped .
My thoughts on why it stopped is i had lessons to learn on my path .I was going through many things in life at that stage
As times gone by i have come to an understanding that if things come they come if they dont they dont and many more things have been comming since .
the more you want something it dont happen because your over trying .
trying to hard is no good things need to come natraly and only in time with patience things come more and more .
Dont expect it at all .
i can say this because to me and the way im thinking its ego getting in the way .
Another thing i had to do since i opend up was dropping my barriers you have to have a clear open mind on things .
clear your life to the point of feeling peace within this is where you will be hearing so much about being one with all and all with one ( ONENESS ) .
Part of being at one with all for me created a balance within theres no more anger but im only human sometimes and can lose my temper but not like in the past .
Im more laid back and more focused than ever .
So if your at that stage of thinking why why why then just take a step back relax and just let things happen in there own time and dont compare yourself to others .
They dont walk your path .
What are your experiences please share with us At spiritspathway and tell us how your path has been and howe long its taken as this post will help many that are at this point on there journey
Hugs & Blessings .
AngelGabriel
But why dont things come whem i want them to .
Well the thing is this took me a long time to come to terms with . Even since ive been on here because i used to think the same way .
But the truth behind all this is things just dont work the way you or i want them to .
We are forever leaning and things change all the time for us .
everyones on there very own unique path we all have our own way of doing things .
And only in time does things come .
Now in my own exp i had so much happening around me in the beginning with spirit talking to me getting visions smelling things tasteing things noing places even though ive never been there before .
I believe it was a taster of things to come for me i had a year of total bombardment it was to much and where i never new anything as it was on my awakening i thought i was seriesly loseing the plot .
But only when i tried to seek advice from mediums and read up on things i startted to find out more and more .
i started to write everything down as small as it was that came i even carried my own little book around and was forever jotting things down many things came true .
Im not joking with spirit i used to see things all the time i couldent leave my house without spirit finding me it wasnt nice it was to much i found out how to close down properly and i kept closed and then i learnd how to deal with things like protecting myself .
Now i just do it automatic i no im protected and if i feel the need to oprotect more i ad more .
I llearnd how to ground myself now im grounded all the time if i ever feel unbalanced i just go for a realy long walk so my leggs feel like there falling off
I found waking through the woods the best thing or along water like a river or the canal where i used to live where things are a lot simpler .
theres many meditations and visualisations you can use also which we have here on the forum .
Now i learnd so much in reserch that i felt like i couldent take more in i totaly filled a void that was within but it was enough to make me feel that i was able to open myself back up again i was closed for over a year .
Things was not the same anymore when i opend up again for ages i was asking the same question why is it not happening to me like it was before i even asked the same question here when i joind the forum .
I was told then by storm things never come the way you want them to but within i just couldent understand why things had stopped .
My thoughts on why it stopped is i had lessons to learn on my path .I was going through many things in life at that stage
As times gone by i have come to an understanding that if things come they come if they dont they dont and many more things have been comming since .
the more you want something it dont happen because your over trying .
trying to hard is no good things need to come natraly and only in time with patience things come more and more .
Dont expect it at all .
i can say this because to me and the way im thinking its ego getting in the way .
Another thing i had to do since i opend up was dropping my barriers you have to have a clear open mind on things .
clear your life to the point of feeling peace within this is where you will be hearing so much about being one with all and all with one ( ONENESS ) .
Part of being at one with all for me created a balance within theres no more anger but im only human sometimes and can lose my temper but not like in the past .
Im more laid back and more focused than ever .
So if your at that stage of thinking why why why then just take a step back relax and just let things happen in there own time and dont compare yourself to others .
They dont walk your path .
What are your experiences please share with us At spiritspathway and tell us how your path has been and howe long its taken as this post will help many that are at this point on there journey
Hugs & Blessings .
AngelGabriel
when we think too much its our ego that holds the reigns.. ~namaste.. comming back steady.. as I know what I was shown and given it has a place in the design as do we all <3